I stopped..

well, i forced myself to anyway.. Most women wear make up and find a comfort zone in a particular style. I remember when I wouldnt even go to sleep next to a dude without concealer and my eyebrows darkened. 

It does happen and it’s a struggle and a stupid one. I stopped apologizing for not wearing make up as so many do. A passive apology “sorry i look crazy or tired or gross or whatever.. I didnt have time to get ready.” As if that was terrible.. As if youre doing them wrong by being in your natural skin. Its a damn shame and a sickness what most modern women suffer from. I have fair skin .. scars show easily.. I was malnourished as a child and the corners of my eyes get really dark. Its something that I am putting the finishing touches on. Something I am nearly evolved passed. It is fun to dress up and paint your face for the night time. But you dont need it and youll never need it. True, its necessary in a time and a place to get what you want or feel a little sexy.. But you dont need it to live and you dont need it for somebody to love you. 

I am proud of how I look when I do not wear it. I do.. Yes, look tired but I rather look tired sometimes than feel ashamed. It is the most attractive when a woman is unapologetic for who she is not what she doesnt have.

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The concept of smut, erotica, fine art nude, figure sculpting.. etc has always been beautiful and fascinating to me. I have received a lot of mail regarding slut bashing and what I think of it or sluts in general. I’ve noticed a lot of negative updates on facebook (all young teenagers) consistently making negative facebook updates aimed towards girls taking nude/half nude photos of themselves. I was one or those girls in highschool. I started taking nude photos and posting them on the internet and leaving the film photos in places for people to find them. I have never been a slut in my life nor have I ever been attention starved. It was not an act of anything malicious or rooted from a self conscious or desperate need. I was simply in love with myself. When I come across nudes of all sorts I stop in my tracks. Granted there are some that I don’t care for. To much make up, to staged with shitty lingerie isnt my personal thing. But that goes hand in hand with people smiling in pictures just for the sake of it. It weirds me out. Its forced and I dont like it. But just because I don’t like it I am not going to demean those who do. I have always found nudity as natural. I have my own mind and my own way of thinking, so the opinion of others have no ultimate effect on me. I see sexuality as a raw energy. So erotica and smut are beautiful to me. I remove the human opinion from it and see it clearly. That it is untamed and needed. It is life and it is fun and terrifying. Nudes, both amateur and professional are lovely. I don’t care if their in a mirror (obvious) or on a silky bed or in the middle of a street. They are you, they are everyone. Don’t force negative energy on those who are proud of themselves. True, some girls are insecure so they take nudes for validation.. but what is so wrong with wanting that? Yeah.. they could reach out in other ways but this is their freedom. Or instead of being a bitch and making updates on facebook maybe you should talk to them. Maybe its more than nudes in a mirror and they need some help. So why not apply that effort of typing to help instead of being a shitty person? Hell, send them my way and ill gladly listen to them and help. Why? Because I’m secure, mature and willing to aid those in need unlike most of you who entertain the negative. Girls talking shit are likely to be just as insecure if not more. So they hide behind a computer and talk shit or harass others in groups in person. The only people who should feel “shame” are these girls. Stop projecting your opinions and morals onto others. I’m sure you don’t appreciate when others impose their opinions on you. Yall are seeking validation too. That’s why you put it on facebook for people to “like”. One girl is nude online and receiving attention. Another is mad about it and talks shit to the naked girl. Which one of them is mad? Which one is projecting negative energy? Which one is happy? Which one is seeking positivity. Oh.. also, there will always be the issue of perverts. Trust me nudity does draw them in.. but even if you’re in the grocery store in full clothes theyll find a way to undress you in their mind. I’ve known them, I’ve seen them, I’ve been them. So have most of you. Cute dudes walking down the street, wondering what their muscles look like and the size of their cock. Giggling with friends as they walk by. Pretty girls in layers making you curious as to what their hiding… Nobody is safe I am proud of how I look. I am proud to inspire and help others. I will help those who need it and I will not seek out hurting others because I’m a bitch.

The concept of smut, erotica, fine art nude, figure sculpting.. etc has always been beautiful and fascinating to me.

I have received a lot of mail regarding slut bashing and what I think of it or sluts in general. I’ve noticed a lot of negative updates on facebook (all young teenagers) consistently making negative facebook updates aimed towards girls taking nude/half nude photos of themselves.

I was one or those girls in highschool. I started taking nude photos and posting them on the internet and leaving the film photos in places for people to find them. I have never been a slut in my life nor have I ever been attention starved. It was not an act of anything malicious or rooted from a self conscious or desperate need. I was simply in love with myself.

When I come across nudes of all sorts I stop in my tracks. Granted there are some that I don’t care for. To much make up, to staged with shitty lingerie isnt my personal thing. But that goes hand in hand with people smiling in pictures just for the sake of it. It weirds me out. Its forced and I dont like it. But just because I don’t like it I am not going to demean those who do.

I have always found nudity as natural. I have my own mind and my own way of thinking, so the opinion of others have no ultimate effect on me. I see sexuality as a raw energy. So erotica and smut are beautiful to me. I remove the human opinion from it and see it clearly. That it is untamed and needed. It is life and it is fun and terrifying. Nudes, both amateur and professional are lovely. I don’t care if their in a mirror (obvious) or on a silky bed or in the middle of a street. They are you, they are everyone. Don’t force negative energy on those who are proud of themselves. True, some girls are insecure so they take nudes for validation.. but what is so wrong with wanting that? Yeah.. they could reach out in other ways but this is their freedom. Or instead of being a bitch and making updates on facebook maybe you should talk to them. Maybe its more than nudes in a mirror and they need some help. So why not apply that effort of typing to help instead of being a shitty person? Hell, send them my way and ill gladly listen to them and help. Why? Because I’m secure, mature and willing to aid those in need unlike most of you who entertain the negative. Girls talking shit are likely to be just as insecure if not more. So they hide behind a computer and talk shit or harass others in groups in person. The only people who should feel “shame” are these girls. Stop projecting your opinions and morals onto others. I’m sure you don’t appreciate when others impose their opinions on you. Yall are seeking validation too. That’s why you put it on facebook for people to “like”.

One girl is nude online and receiving attention. Another is mad about it and talks shit to the naked girl. Which one of them is mad? Which one is projecting negative energy? Which one is happy? Which one is seeking positivity.

Oh.. also, there will always be the issue of perverts. Trust me nudity does draw them in.. but even if you’re in the grocery store in full clothes theyll find a way to undress you in their mind. I’ve known them, I’ve seen them, I’ve been them. So have most of you. Cute dudes walking down the street, wondering what their muscles look like and the size of their cock. Giggling with friends as they walk by. Pretty girls in layers making you curious as to what their hiding… Nobody is safe

I am proud of how I look. I am proud to inspire and help others. I will help those who need it and I will not seek out hurting others because I’m a bitch.

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Bahman

Bahman

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n__n

n__n

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Self Portrait, no filter

Self Portrait, no filter

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Forever #nofiler #dogs #wolf #love #soul #Jonesthedog (Taken with Instagram)

Forever #nofiler #dogs #wolf #love #soul #Jonesthedog (Taken with Instagram)

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xoxo

xoxo

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Salem (Taken with Instagram)

Salem (Taken with Instagram)

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