well, i forced myself to anyway.. Most women wear make up and find a comfort zone in a particular style. I remember when I wouldnt even go to sleep next to a dude without concealer and my eyebrows darkened.
It does happen and it’s a struggle and a stupid one. I stopped apologizing for not wearing make up as so many do. A passive apology “sorry i look crazy or tired or gross or whatever.. I didnt have time to get ready.” As if that was terrible.. As if youre doing them wrong by being in your natural skin. Its a damn shame and a sickness what most modern women suffer from. I have fair skin .. scars show easily.. I was malnourished as a child and the corners of my eyes get really dark. Its something that I am putting the finishing touches on. Something I am nearly evolved passed. It is fun to dress up and paint your face for the night time. But you dont need it and youll never need it. True, its necessary in a time and a place to get what you want or feel a little sexy.. But you dont need it to live and you dont need it for somebody to love you.
I am proud of how I look when I do not wear it. I do.. Yes, look tired but I rather look tired sometimes than feel ashamed. It is the most attractive when a woman is unapologetic for who she is not what she doesnt have.